For the birds.

I get all kinds of excited when I see that little red notification floating above my envelope. I click and read this nonsense about tumblr losing it’s mind, free junk, and fake people saying I’m gorgeous, but they’re prettier, so I should check out this blog and get free stuff.

LEAVE ME BE SPAM!

Using naught but a large butter blade, I carved a bar of soap (that I made) into a kitty.

Haha, none of these things were on my summer list. Blast it.

Lemon Cookies!

Yes, they are quite tasty this go-a-round….but if I were to make them again, I’ll definitely do some tweaking.  They have such potential!

Anonymous asked: Hi so, whats the best thing a boy ever said to you, a girl, or really anyone? What makes you happy when you are sad? Why are good hugs soooo good and bad ones so bad? What are you most scared of? What makes you feel like you want to explode and then cry and then crawl into your bed and die? What makes you want to dance? Where would you go right now if I had a magical hot air balloon that you could use (as long as you give it back)?

Goodness, that’s a lot of questions…

I know it sounds wretched, but I can’t really…remember the best thing anyone has ever said to me.  It’s usually the things that catch me off guard though.

When I’m really sad, nothing makes me happy. Sleep calms me down enough to move on though.

Good hugs are good because they make you feel like less of a loser than you are….bad hugs make you feel awkward. 

I’m scared of running on top of a bear trap on accident, I’m scared that my personality is going to eventually keep anyone from getting close to me. I’m scared of sharks and chainsaws and walking in water that I can’t see in to.

So many things make me feel like that. Everyday.

Awesome music makes me want to dance. Getting a letter or a package makes me happy dance for a second…

I’d travel around the world and see everything.

ugh. ugh. ughughugh.

blast you website.

I ordered those eyeballs for my monsters, and the place I ordered em from just no decided to tell me (2 weeks later) that they were borderline out of stock on the cabochons that I want, but I can select a replacement and they’ll send it immediately or I can just cancel the order.  I looked at what they gave me to choose from as a replacement.  None of them were even remotely similar to what I wanted. Now I have to wait/hunt for a new solution.

Way to let me down, they better give me a FULL refund.

Hmph.

Today I randomly decided to try out this cracker recipe I found.  The idea of making crackers was so grand!   But I ended up ignoring about 85% of the recipe and added my own ideas.

I brought some to my mum and instead of saying her usual “It’s all right” like she does with basically everything else I made, she said “These are good! You should make more for when I go to Reno next week.”

sfdsignyufshfcidsgasdg.

I feel so successful and all I did was make some crackers.

I have such an incredible list of things I wish to complete this summer. I absolutely refuse to be any but productive.  Last summer, aside from finally going to New York and DC, was something of a let down [granted any time away from school is a blessing in my eyes and should always be cherished].

Here’s a bit of my list [in no particular order]:

• do some awesome crafting! ( I’ve found so many awesome little knick knacks and whatnot that would be really nifty to have…)
• finish making my panpipes…(I’m so freakin’ close.)
• make some mini terrariums,
• find a giant binder for my pokemon cards and decorate it,
• design a pokemon trainer outfit for myself (maybe actually make it),
• do some arting! (I have loads of ideas, so I should do some of them…)
• work on making crochet monsters for the fall handmade market (uuuugh lazy)
• design a hobbit costume and make it…
• finish making my whale mobile,
• make a fox mobile,
• book binding,
• make a delicious cheesecake,
• bake some bread,
• do a crap-ton of sewing (overalls, shorts, a few blouses, a vest)
• have an awesome cookout,
• get back into shape…(I finally got my beautiful running shoes, so I need to run more often),
• write letters to my various penpals,
• make more tooth grimlings,
• organise my buttons…
• plant some mint and care for it as if it were my child,
• start writing down my dreams again, that was cool,
• I would like a bubble bath,
• take pictures (hahaha, I do that anyways…like I need reminding *rolls eyes*)
• cut my hair…(it needs a trim),
• maybe add some blue,
• design that tattoo (<3)   

gah, my list is ages long……

If I had just eaten something, anything, beforehand, the night could have turned out so much better.

I cut body pieces!!

I’m so slow at creating an inventory, tomorrow I will be productive. I promise.

I just ordered some cabochons for the eyes, so they should arrive in like a week, until they do I will begin body production! Maybe I’ll even get to making smaller monsters like the blue fellow I made (just..he won’t be blue.)

I’m such a slacker.